New Beginnings

Numerous things are changing. Everyday feels new. New people, new job, new phases in life. It's scary to think about the future, yet exciting in the same time. Just half a year ago, my thoughts of the future were simple, I thought I had it all figured out. Turns out, I was wrong. I don't have it all figured out and that is completely fine. Here's how it goes: Everyday, I wake up, I try to drag myself out of bed. Not because I hate going to work, it's just that I love sleep. What? Don't look at me like that, you know it's true! Anyway, I wash up, get dressed, and head to work. On the ride, I either sip my coffee in silence or sip my coffee while listening to some music. Either way, coffee must be involved. I don't care if it's a hundred degrees out, I shall have my coffee. As soon as I'm at the office, I sit at my desk, take a deep breathe, and hope to dear God that I don't make many mistakes today. I have to admit, I do learn a great deal everyday, thanks to my coworkers. I used to think I would be able to learn fast and be accurate with my work. well... Let's just say I appreciate how patient my coworkers are. I can't believe I'm already 22. I love being in my twenties! Sure, some would say I am growing. I agree, I am. Still, with growth comes heaps of change. Friends are getting married, others are graduating, cousins having kids of their own, house is getting renovated. All of these are perfect, happy beginnings. Unfortunately, not all beginnings are as delightful. With growth, you become aware of the darkness in those shadows that surround us. People you thought you knew end up being further and further away from you. You tell yourself that you're fine as you stand there in the shadows feeling like you're eight years old again. It gets lonely in that dark corner. But that's for another post.. As these new beginnings unfold right before your eyes, you need to remind yourself that life goes on and that it's completely up to you to embrace it all, the good and the bad. As you sip your coffee on your way to work, keep reminding yourself that with struggle comes growth, and with growth comes a sense of accomplishment, but that will only happen if you give yourself the strength your soul needs to overcome the hardships. Until next time! Maha